Monday, October 15, 2012

Psalm 25

I've read this psalm twice within the same week and it has spoken to me a lot lately.  It talks about trusting God and guidance.  The first verse is straight off the bat:
                   "To you, O Lord, I lift up my soul; in you I trust, O my God"
 So I guess the question that is pounding in my heart is am I trusting God? and even have I been trusting Him lately and how?
Oh God, how You constantly test and challenge me so I know that you love and care for me always and always.

Monday, October 8, 2012

Collages

Lately, I've been obsessed with making collages. Here's a tree I took of while I was in Cameroon. I kinda like it with the lines.

Saturday, October 6, 2012

Lately...


...I haven't been keeping up with this blog
...I've been listening to a lot of sermons on podcast. Mainly from Mars Hill with Mark Driscoll, North Point Ministries with Andy Stanley, and The Stirring (based in Redding) with Nate Edwardson
...doing lots of driving up and down the mountain
...I've been working odd shifts at work but now it's all sorted
...I've started going to the women's group I went to before the summer began
...I've been reading lots of articles online, mainly from Relevant Magazine (it's good)
...I've been paying off my debt tremendously. Should be debt free by February of next year.
...I've been drinking more Starbucks than I usually would
...I've gone to Hatchet Falls twice. The second time I actually got into the water and jumped from the log.
...I've been taking care and playing with my dog Jade of 5 months. She is the best and is so cute. She doesn't like men or boys though. I don't know why. Something could have happened in her past.
...I've started working out. I miss it. Its what helps me become more energized and think clearer
...I've been taking supplements like chia oil and Lysine and drinking Chlorophyl (though I haven't in a week)
...I've haven't been praying as much as I should be
...I've been kinda numb to relationships

...I've been doing my best to reconnect the most important relationship. My relationship with God.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Amidst Chaos, There is Joy and Peace

This past month at work has been chaos, but among of it all, I have sought after God tons.  His strength and love has brought me so much joy in Him and peace when I really needed it.  It can be easy to be tipped off when you have many girls talking at you all at once, but I'm here for God and He wants me here.  To be honest, I have spent more time talking with Him here than I ever have.  His peace has overwhelmed my soul and I am so thankful.  I am truly understanding how Philippians 4:13 is being displayed before me.  "I can do everything through him who gives me strength."

Monday, February 13, 2012

Radical Experiment Update

I mentioned in my Prayer and Praise page that I started the Radical Experiment.  It's been nearly a month now and I'm doing well.  Reading the Bible part is going really well, the praying could be better, investing is going steady, connecting with the church is still going, and the involvement outside of my comfort or cultural context is kinda alongside with my line of work.  Those five things are out of order and really prayer should be exceeding all others because my relationship with Jesus will cause my heart, mind, soul and strength to discern my actions, thoughts, and decisions in anything and everything I do.

The Bible reading plan I'm using is the Discipleship Journal Bible Reading Plan.  I picked it mainly because I'll be reading four books simultaneously.  I have no desire to hurry and finish the Bible in less than a year, but after reading the beginnings of the Old Testament, I may just as well.  I have not read all of the Old Testament and the books that I have read, I did not really retain as much.  But now, I am so enthralled by it that I couldn't stop reading AND I'm retaining most of what I read.  Though, when I got to Leviticus, I have to confess I slowed downed a bit, with all its regulations for offerings, the priests and the people.  But reading through all of that makes me appreciate of how things are versus how things were.  We really do have freedom through Jesus in many ways to be saved.  There is no more need of sacrifices brought to priests on our behalf; the freedom we have is to talk to God directly.

As far as connecting with a local church, I've been attending a church called The Stirring for about a month.  It's been wonderful and really God bringing things together.   The first time ever that I went to The Stirring was at their Sunday night service.  At the end of the service, they had the prayer team come to the front of the stage.  At that time, I was emotionally overwhelmed from my job.  I didn't feel like I was good enough or adequately prepared to help these girls....so I walked up to ask for prayer.  After she prayed, the woman told me about her life group on Tuesday nights.  Already, more doors were opening up.  Though, I left that night only learning her name because I thought her life group information was on the website.

A few days later, the church was having an info meeting about their church.  Kinda like a membership class where we meet the pastors and they talk about the church, but without actual membership with the church.  There, I met a woman who had newly moved to Redding as well and learned that she regularly attends the Sunday night service.  I told her that next time that I'm there, I will find her.

A couple of weeks go by and I don't attend the night services but the morning services because I had planned to go home.  When I finally attend the night service, I find the woman that I met at the info meeting towards the front of the church.  We reconnect and talk for a while. While we were both leaving the row where she was sitting, I guess we both spotted the same woman cause we started making our way towards her.  That woman we were both walking towards was the first woman that prayed for me weeks before.  Low and behold, they are in the same life group so naturally, God is saying "now you know 2 people in the same life group.  I think you should go."  Actually, that's me saying I think you should go. I'm sure God is saying "Go already".

So last Tuesday, I went to my first women's bible study and it was awesome.  Connecting with other people outside of my work is refreshing AND of course, we're talking about God.  We'll see what else God has in store for the next couple of months and what He will teach me.